My due date keeps changing - let's say this is 20 weeks. |
Some days this pregnancy feels like it is flying by and other days it feels like I have been pregnant forever. The closer my due date gets, the more anxious I get about this kid sleeping. Those first 6-12 months of Samuel's life were rough in the sleep department (and I feel like lack of sleep makes both Samuel and I cranky and that affects all of life?). The other night Ian said something about, "... and we will have a cute little cuddly baby.." and I was like, "I am excited for the baby to be a year old" (and Ian agreed). At least we can go into it with our eyes wide open and know that it doesn't last forever (it just feels that way when you are in the middle of it).
Headed out to push the jogging stroller - it was COLD - a few days past 20 weeks |
I have hit the wall as far as exercise goes. I am OVER it. I am not very good about getting out with Samuel as it is so rainy or cold or windy (or all three). And by the time that Samuel goes to bed, I just want to sit on the couch and stare at the wall (or my phone). I know my future self will thank me if I don't get totally out of shape - those last few weeks of pregnancy will be much smoother if I just keep at it. I have found some pregnancy workout videos on Amazon Prime so I do about 10 minutes of something (and complain most of the time that I am doing it - sorry Husband).
21 weeks 21 days - He is face up - you can see his eyes and nose and mouth - Hi Baby Hi!! |
Baby's Profile, you can see his skull/brain, eyes, nose, and mouth |
I have been craving food more this go around. I saw a picture online of someone making egg noddles from duck eggs and I was like, "OH MY GOSH, I NEED THOSE IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!" It feels a bit immature, but I am rolling with it - for better or worse.
21 weeks and 5 days |
Sleep could be better (and it could be worse). If I was exercising more, I may be sleeping better. I am already sick of sleeping on my side. I was awake during the night last night and I was thinking how grateful I am that I get to stay in my nice warm cozy bed. My first choice is to sleep all night, but if I am going to wake up, it is nice to stay in bed and not drag myself out of bed to feed and change a person who does not like having his diaper removed due to being cold. I think I have some more sanctifying to come in life.
Maybe not my best picture, but some day I will be glad I took it - 23 weeks and some change |
24 weeks with Samuel
It is fun to go back and read what pregnancy and life were like pre-Samuel. Man, I can remember making copies for my Calc BC final, like 45 minutes before I gave it. It was such a stressful year. I am glad that I am not re-living that year of my life :) It was a good hard year and I learned a lot, but I am thankful it is behind me and I am not in the middle of it.
And reading that blog post made me realize that I have yet to start a registry - do we even need anything? I will probably make a couple (so that I can get the free stuff that you get when you start a registry). I need to get back in the infant / little baby mindset. You forget what it is like (or at least I do, until I see a picture or video of Samuel and then it comes flooding back).
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